Tapa is yummy, and boy do I want some with eggs right now. Then again, teenagers who can’t cook can’t exactly choose what they eat… unless they’re in a restaurant. Although, I suppose that’s quite different. Meh, moving on. As I was eating this delectable dish with rice (because I eat rice in all my three meals and more if I feel like it), I began to wonder.
Wondering about the past, the present and the future is something I’ve been doing a lot lately. I’ve also been quite nostalgic, and I suppose we could tie this in with the weather. The weather by the way is getting warmer! Sure, it’s raining, but that’s one less sweater I have to wear!
I’ve been wondering on what would be happening during this time of the year next year, when we’re bound to graduate. It’s scary, I’ve been in school my whole life in two different countries. Facing the fact that I have to live the comfort zone of high school is something I have yet to do, but thinking about it makes me go “ALREADY?!”
Of course I would have wanted to graduate with my bestest friends EVAR, but one has to move on with her life and be content with the (new and awesome) people around her.
Also, I’ve been wondering on whether I should learn how to apply make-up for the grad photos. In my 17 (nearly 18 in 7 months too) years of life as a female, I have never bothered how to learn. It seems trivial, but I don’t really like putting stuff on my face.
Ending high school also means I’d have to quit my job, and quitting makes me sad because I’ve made so many friends there. I suppose we could all hang out still, but meh. I wouldn’t get the perks of just randomly walking in the restaurant demanding free food. I have to quit my job soon too, because I have no intentions of working for the golden arches for more than two years. That’s pretty sad and scary.
And… I am boggled. Boggled because Cupid decided to hit me with his arrow right now. I’m quite enjoying it, but I seriously do not enjoy being confused like this. It’s like being confused over Stoichiometry, which is way easier now that I finally get the gist of it. Rawr.
Anyway… I should stop wondering now and getting ready for school. Man, time passes when you blog…
Have you ever had these random bouts of wondering one lazy afternoon/morning? Do you wonder about your life the most or wonder about other trivial things? How was your week? 
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I have bouts of wandering all the time, usually at the most innapropriate moments, like in maths lessons. I love to see where my thoughts came from.
I’m thirteen, and I can’t live without make up on a school day anymore! You’re lucky that you don’t feel like you have to wear it.
Posted 28 Feb 2008 at 9:42 am ¶mm grad photos… i never had those… but makeup’s fun. i do it when i’m in a good mood lol. gives you the extra boost. try it at a counter or something … i think u will like it.
Posted 28 Feb 2008 at 12:44 pm ¶dude, I have wonderings like these, like, almost everyday. So don’t worry, I’m sure you’re only being normal. Graduating is scary for me too.
Tapa looks goooood. I eat rice with almost every meal, too. XD I like rice. Yummy. (But I’m eating dumplings atm.)
Learning to apply makeup … I would advise any girl to learn it. You don’t have to be a makeup guru, but for events like grad photos, winter formal, grad dinner+dance, honestly, you’re gonna need to know how to do your makeup. XD (Or you could spend $50 getting it done at a salon, and end up not looking as good as the girls who did it themselves =P) Dont’ turn yourself into a cakeface, but gain enough knowledge to be able to apply some minimal makeup. XD It’s actually quite fun.
Posted 28 Feb 2008 at 10:48 pm ¶Ah, high school ending soon. I went through that two year ago and it was kind of scary, I don’t know if you feel that way too. All those possibilities, good and bad, that the future held made me feel insecure. The many changes that await can also be stressing. Too bad that you have to leave your current job, although I’m sure you’ll miss your coworkers (and maybe the paycheck) more than the job itself, hehe. Well, good luck with everything.
Posted 29 Feb 2008 at 11:58 am ¶I’m at sort of at the same stage in my life as you, except I’m actually entering high school. I’m always wondering about things like this.
Oh, I also tagged you on my lsat blog!
Posted 29 Feb 2008 at 1:43 pm ¶Sometimes I wonder how things would have turned up if different things had happened in the past, but then I realize that I can’t really change anything but what happens next.
Posted 01 Mar 2008 at 5:19 pm ¶Oh, I thought you meant “tapas” as in Spanish snacks/appetizers at first, haha. I’m not familiar with Filipino cuisine, but tapa looks interesting!
I think about the past a lot, but I do know that I can’t live live in the past or fear the future, so mostly I just take life moment by moment. It’ll be hard for me, too, when I have to leave the comfort of high school and go to college, but at the same time, I’ll be glad. Just think of all the exciting opportunities life after high school has to offer!
Posted 04 Mar 2008 at 4:05 pm ¶You evil, you. I haven’t had breakfast yet and when I clicked that Wikipedia link, my stomach started grumbling.
You need to learn how to apply makeup. Haha. Honestly, I regret not learning how to apply makeup a few years ago.
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