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These past few days, I have been trying to stuff as much information into my head as possible due to my midterms. What’s scary is I’m more prepared for the subjects I dislike the most (Math and Chem) and am seriously procrastinating on subjects I usually love (Socials and Spanish). I feel like my world suddenly turned around. Odd.

Earlier, while I was relearning my Spanish verbs (which apparently I have a lot), a thought came across. Don’t you just hate it when that happens? You’re all concentrated on whatever it is you’re doing then something interrupts you out of the blue.

Anyways, I have been wondering. Often, I hear that things happen for a reason, that we meet the people we meet for a reason and that we do the things we do for a reason. Sure, there is a reason, but what is that reason? As much as I try to think about the reason why I met my current best friend, I come up with nothing. It disturbs me  that I don’t know why one of the dearest people in my life is in my life.

These thoughts do not make any sense at all. I swear, I have been spending way too much time with my textbooks.